Maya "worlds MOST tragic orphan" Fey (
feytality) wrote in
balance_rpg2020-01-03 11:27 am
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un: steelsamayarai | text | forward dated to the 4th
[ here's another one of those weird posts!! whomst is this??? ]
i talked to the hunger again. i have information.
the main thing is that its like legion but it's made up of an entire world. or it was when it stated it's probably more now. they were people but they're not anymore. the man i talked to wasn't being possessed like i thought he was he's a spokesperson or something and he was the one who started it. he gave me this big villain speech about how life is pain and meaningless and about how he wanted to break the laws of reality or whatever to become more. i guess literally everyone in his world agreed with them that they weren't happy with limited by laws of existence and all fused together or something. they want to expand and occupy the same space as other things and basically consume everything with their shared unhappiness. he told me that i was the only person who didn't agree with him and everyone the hunger got is together without suffering and they're not dead but i don't believe it. he really wants people to see things his way.
he's also been trying to kill the director and seven of her friends. he has a theory that he has to kill all eight of them to stick and i found out he's right. i know it's hard to trust ms. lucretia but she means well and i think it would be REALLY bad if it got her so i think that we have to protect her and those other 7 if we find out who they are. i'm betting the group of 8 thing why she's still alive after dying so many times.
[ though maya herself is starting to catch up!!! ] her plan is to starve the hunger but. ryuji was right that it's in the celestial plane. like, for real. i saw john eating it. it was horrible.
there's something else i need to tell you all so come talk to me in person when we start the mission. and please don't ask me if i'm okay. i just need a little more time.
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i talked to the hunger again. i have information.
the main thing is that its like legion but it's made up of an entire world. or it was when it stated it's probably more now. they were people but they're not anymore. the man i talked to wasn't being possessed like i thought he was he's a spokesperson or something and he was the one who started it. he gave me this big villain speech about how life is pain and meaningless and about how he wanted to break the laws of reality or whatever to become more. i guess literally everyone in his world agreed with them that they weren't happy with limited by laws of existence and all fused together or something. they want to expand and occupy the same space as other things and basically consume everything with their shared unhappiness. he told me that i was the only person who didn't agree with him and everyone the hunger got is together without suffering and they're not dead but i don't believe it. he really wants people to see things his way.
he's also been trying to kill the director and seven of her friends. he has a theory that he has to kill all eight of them to stick and i found out he's right. i know it's hard to trust ms. lucretia but she means well and i think it would be REALLY bad if it got her so i think that we have to protect her and those other 7 if we find out who they are. i'm betting the group of 8 thing why she's still alive after dying so many times.
[ though maya herself is starting to catch up!!! ] her plan is to starve the hunger but. ryuji was right that it's in the celestial plane. like, for real. i saw john eating it. it was horrible.
there's something else i need to tell you all so come talk to me in person when we start the mission. and please don't ask me if i'm okay. i just need a little more time.
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Don't believe those other things he's said, Maya. There's no way in a million different hells it's true.
[Still... What the hunger is saying sounds a lot like what Casariel was going on about, according to the last information post. What could be making people like Casariel think that way? Is the hunger some kind of infection...?]
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don't worry im not buying into his garbage even if he wants me on his side. not happening.
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I'm not worried.
[he's not sure much could sway her in the end. The girl refused to stand down over the silliest things, she's not going to be moved for the bigger ones.]
So don't you worry, either. Whatever happens, happens. We'll just keep pushing through.
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So she deletes everything she had written and starts over. ]
thanks so much for getting all this info for us!! it sounds like it's super tough so pleeeeeeaaaseee let us know if there's anything we can do to help ok?? ୧༼✿ ͡◕ д ◕͡ ༽୨ keep fighting, maya-chan!!
for now it sounds like the best thing to do is stick by director-san, huh? have you got any ideas for what would work best? you know this nasty hunger guy best, so i'm quizzing the expert!
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i'll do my best! thank you.
yeah. i know its tough to trust her but we have to have her back at least.
idk though. maybe if we had a way to reach all the people who agreed with him personally we could convince them hes wrong
its tough bc everyone seems to be buying into his weird emo garbage
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Look, I'll be honest.
I ain't ever really trusted Lucretia.
Too many damn secrets, too much behinds the scene shit that she does and keeps us in the dark about it until it's too late. But I ain't dumb enough to think that what she's doing isn't to save us or our home worlds.
I just dunno how we're s'posed to protect 7 other people if we don't even know who they are.
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kinda was trying to bribe me with burgers too
i don't think anyone really trusts her. but. i think that she is trying and she means well.
me neither. but its better that i dont know.
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Somehow The Hunger seems a lot worse now.]
If. If he's eating the Celestial Plane...that's probably why the gods aren't answering.
[Obvious, yes, but it's hard to wrap his head around it.]
What about the other planes?
[There's...a lot he needs to think about here.]
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don't know. he got into the astral plane for sure. it's not looking good
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un: garnet
[Later, Maya will be getting a hug. No questions have to be asked for this to happen, so there.]
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it is her we're talking about
so no
but i don't know. maybe it needs the relics to stay together? how do you break up a hivemind?
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if papyrus was in there he'd be trying to convince the guy to be a better...
world-consuming entity i guess
probably makin him spaghetti to eat instead of the celestial plane
[Sans is... Trying. A little. You can also tell he's trying because he doesn't ask Maya if she's okay even if he is concerned, because she said not to.]
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even if he was being honest i bet he couldnt even get papyrus because papyrus is too smart and cool to get gobbled up by some edgy jerk
[ sans is trying real hard!!! so maya is tying hard too ]
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do they have to listen to mcr n hawthorn hights on repeat
poser i bet they all dress in hot topic too
the cure 4 emos is either jocks r preps
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verY EDGY
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[For now:]
...so the Hunger is basically Scientology if what they believed was actually real. Good to know!
[Wait, different frames of reference-]
I mean it's a cult.
...let me know if you need anything, even if it's just a hamburger.
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ill be okay but thanks.
yeah its really weird. but i dont think its real. life isn't ALL suffering or whatever. if he put all his discontentment towards making things better he could have really made a difference
un: belladonna | text
Thank you, for sharing this with us. I know that getting this information wasn't easy for you.
[Blake knows better than to ask if she's okay, but she knows that Maya's interactions with the Hunger have been— well.
'Harrowing' would be putting it kindly.]
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[ she doesn't responded to the second part for a bit, mostly because she doesn't know what to say. it's like it was her choice to talk to him. she just wanted being trapped with him and dying to be worth something. eventually: ]
just glad i could help.
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un: eudaimonikos; text
You couldn't even get all demons to agree on something like that, and we're not the population of a whole world.
Also, we suck.
[None of that's exactly what he wants to say, but apparently that isn't allowed.]
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to be fair you all used to agree humans sucked
but i don't know i believe it either. i believe him when he says its a ton of people become something else though.
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cw: a bad gender take
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private | un: mrbellucci; permatext
i guess he didnt say who her friends are? like their names or anything?
i wanna come see you
i wont ask you anything
but i wanna come see you
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it's her so no. but its probably better that she doesnt tell me. he's pumping me for information
[ as for mista wanting to come see her: ]
okay
i'm near the womping willow
action
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thinks too much of himself, doesn't he
thanks for finding all this out
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yep. he was all shocked and upset when i didn't agree that hes the best thing ever. apparently im the only one to ever disagree
glad i could help.
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